06.05.2025
When I came here I was offended at the whole world. I felt sorry for myself. I didn't want to be in the Center. My parents gave me an ultimatum : either the hospital or the center. I had no way out. I was in an oppositional attitude , I did not want to enter at a pace. The most important thing for me was to show my parents that it was pointless.
I was very rebellious, especially when it came to my mother. i wanted to show her my adulthood and independence. And here I was met with a surprise : I was greeted by girls of similar age , with similar problems, some were already finishing their stay. After 3 days something in me broke. The classes were interesting, the group psychotherapy was very “intense” . I knew that there were people with whom I could share my problems, feelings, anger, joy. No one judged me. I don't even know when I started to cooperate. I even started to like it. made new friends. We started family therapy. My mother didn't want to hear about it, but she had to. the relationship between us repaired, she understood why I behaved the way I did. I was 6 weeks, I came out of the “safe” weight. in therapy I am all the time, online. Alone and with my parents , and with my sister. My parents now look at me differently and I have learned to say : what feels bad or good to me and why. We talk about feelings. And not only. Honestly. My mother has worked through her problems with a therapist. Still a lot to go but my brain is already thinking completely different. Thank you . Just thank you.
Antonina