28.02.2023
Dear Gedeon! Dear Professor, Doctor, Therapists, Dear Community! I wanted to thank you very much for these almost four months here. Thanks to my stay in Gedeon, I finally felt what real life is. I understood many important issues. I realized that I wanted to live and fight the disease. I came here with no strength or will to fight, I was united with the disease, I was one with it. Now I see and separate sick thoughts, I try to deal with them, and it's all thanks to you. Just thank you for everything! Professor, for her vast experience and professionalism, for making time for a consultation even late in the evening, for selecting the right medications to help me, for helping me at any time of the day or night. For kindness, tenderness and understanding, for supporting me in looking for "the real XXX", for maintaining my motivation and sometimes even building it from fragments, for honest conversations that made me think. Mrs. Mariola, the most wonderful therapist in the world, for guiding me, for the wonderful but also difficult individual therapies, during which I slowly began to understand, notice and build strength. Thank you for making me realize that I don't have to do everything, that it's not always my fault. Thank you for your time. Mr. Krzysztof simply for being with me in difficult times. For advice and discussions. For understanding and great music therapy classes and a map of emotions. Thank you for showing me that it is okay to express anger, now I will always remember that the Lord will be happy when I am angry. Mrs. Jowita for the wonderfully conducted group. For your support with my outline. For understanding and guiding the psychodrawing. For feelings, compassion and conversations. Mrs. Sandra for the psychoeducational classes, thanks to which I could better understand my illness, but also the problems of others, where I could learn techniques for coping with difficulties. Thank you also for the emergency conversation when I was having a difficult time in the first month of my stay and for every word of concern. Mrs. Ewelina for youth and social training. Thanks to them, I learned how to distinguish facts from guesses and reduce cognitive distortions, and later I was able to better understand various situations. I was building my self-esteem and finding things that were really important to me, which helped me become better get to know myself and what I want to do. Mrs. Eli from art therapy for awakening my love for painting, for showing me that imperfection is also beautiful and that I can put my feelings on paper. Mrs. Eli, a psychodietician, for the wonderful Thursday cooking, for every conversation thanks to which I could take my mind off the reproaches and motivate myself to fight, for your kindness and empathy. Mrs. Galińska, for allowing me to experience difficult situations differently during psychodrama, and for her support. Mrs. Tamara for listening to requests, Mrs. Uli for every smile and kind word. Nurses for their care and help. Dear Mrs. Sylwia, Mother of Gedeon, thanks to whom I could feel safe here, for her care and words of support. And to you, dear fellow patients, for being here with me, for experiencing, for support and help. It was thanks to you that I was able to really move forward in therapy. I found understanding and help here, and for the first time I felt that I was important to someone. Thank you for everything. THANK YOU ALL FOR SAVING MY LIFE. I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS WONDERFUL PLACE.
Anastazja